Gettysburg

 

Sunrise over Cemetery RidgeKristen and I visited Gettysburg in early October. I’ve been putting off posting these photos since then, trying to think of something intelligent to write about that place.

Solid shot holeThe truth is I can’t. I don’t understand how the men there stood in lines and exchanged gunfire with no cover, can’t understand how others charged fortified positions, can’t understand what made them do it. Has the selfless part of me that believed in higher causes dulled in the past decade or so – it must have been there at one point, otherwise why would I have volunteered for the Navy? And whether that is truly the cause or not, how could I correlate my life with the lives of those men of a different age and understand them?

Luthern Seminary at Dawn

Maybe that’s what draws me to that place. To history. I’m trying to understand that which I can not, hoping to find something in that dirt and in the intervening century-and-a-half to help me understand. And that is really all I have to say on the subject. For now. I just wanted an excuse to post a few of these photos.

Keeping up

Sign

Sometimes I think starting a blog was just another way for me to heap anxiety upon my life. If I don’t update it every week then I feel like there’s something amiss, like I’m slacking.

The truth is, though, that I spend time on my blog when I am slacking. The lack of updates over the past several weeks are because I’m actually writing. I sit down at the coffee shop every day (and I found a new one; farewell to stroller-infested Panera), I think about what I want to work on, and I never think “My time is best spent updating my blog”. Never. I always opt to work on my current story. I know there are a lot of people who update their blogs weekly, daily, sometimes hourly, and more power to ‘em. To me this is a side-bar, something cool when I have time, and if I don’t have the time, then nothing. It takes time. Hell, even the photos are a hassle. I want everything I post to be mine, so I don’t use web graphics or photos, only stuff I’ve taken or created myself. (I couldn’t think of a photo appropriate for this post, so I just stuck in something I took this past weekend)

And yes, simply by writing this now, I’m not working on a story that I’m really excited about. That along with Photoshop work due, and red Swingline’s on the bench, means I don’t really have time to be writing this…

Nieuport 17

NieuportI needed a break from building the USS Weehawken, so I picked up this kit as a quick project. Word to the wise: If you’re looking for something quick to build, do not pick something with multiple wings, spindly landing gear, rigging, struts… you get the idea.

You can see more photos and read of a few of the issues I had with it here.

Nieuport

World Fantasy 2007

Pain and Killer The likes of Matt Kressel, Paul Tremblay and Hal Duncan have done a better job of relating this past week’s World Fantasy better than I can. Suffice to say I attended no panels yet feel no guilt for that, I had some stomach issues that didn’t keep me down for long, and the parties were without peer. I caught up with some old friends and made some new ones. The weekend was a great time with the Altered Fluid crew, a few of which had some excellent readings that I did attend.

So, in short, a haiku summary:

No panels for me

Aussie beer and Advil don’t mix

Start rainbow with red

USS Weehawken: Scribing

After some time away from the work bench I have returned to the USS Weehawken. After weeks of looking at it, sitting there, mocking me as I mulled over ways to approach the armor plating on the deck, I finally decided to just dive in.

markingI worked off of what few photos could be found on the internet of the actual monitor, photos of other monitor kits, and photos of models that others have built. I decided the brick-like layout that is most commonly depicted is probably the best bet, as there is little evidence against it. I started by drawing laying a pencil line down the center of the deck. Fortunately that was easy, as every line on the deck is either parallel or perpendicular to this line, so it had to be straight. I then marked off the perpendicular lines, continually checking them with dividers and a square. I decided the distance between them again by photo guesstimates, and by the fact that I have a ruler that is darn close to being as wide as measurements that I came up with.

scribingNext came out the scribing tool. I’ve never scribed anything on this scale before and it was daunting. I used a special tool that Squadron Hobbies produces (it looks like a particularly nasty dental scraper). It removes a fine ribbon of material on each pass, and after three passes on each line with the smaller head, it was done. The resin on this kit has more tiny airbubbles than I would like to see, and at points the tool did dig into pockets of them and cause irregular edges, but for the final “used” look I want for this model it wasn’t a deal-breaker.

pencilAfter scribing those lines, out came the pencil and the straightedge and I began drawing in the alternating lines parallel to centerline, that run fore and aft. I continually checked my work with dividers to make sure I kept every resulting rectangle the same size. I’m almost positive this symmetry was not present on the real ships, but with nothing else to go on to contradict the pattern, I kept it as it adds a nice visual effect.

side I went with the assumption that the armor plates terminated at the very edge of the hull. They did this on the original Monitor, so why not? This meant I needed a line the thickness of the plates on the side of the hull. The blue tape is Dynamo label tape, from those old plastic label makers. It’s thick enough to provide a solid edge for the scribing tool to run along. I measured off the thickness of the plates to something that looks good and applied the tape. I don’t like to leave it on the model too long as it has a tendency to pull the primer from some of those air bubble areas on the hull, so I lay it down, scribe the line, and remove it.

Quite a bit of progress for only a weeks work, off and on. Now I have to figure out how to replicate the flush-faced rivets that are needed on the sides of the hull.

Shooting from the Roof

sunriseWhile on a recent consulting gig I was working horrendous hours, leaving little time to do much but take photos very early or very late in the day. I also didn’t leave home much except to commute. Add those two factors in with purchasing my first digital SLR camera and you get a lot of sunrise and sunset shots from our roof deck. All photos are naturally lowered in resolution and quality for web posting.

clouds towers

sunset moon

A Cool Find

Faulkner Collection I’ve been a fan of Faulkner’s work for some time now. His body of work is such that it’s taken me years to get through a good chunk of his stories. I’ve never considered him a spec writer, even though his story “A Rose for Emily” qualifies as horror of the highest level, especially considering the era. While reading “Collected Stories” recently, I found another piece by Faulkner that delves into the realm of speculative fiction: “Beyond”. Some will probably read it and roll their eyes at what has become a common spec trope (no, I’m not saying what it is, go read it!). But, for its day, and with Faulkner’s finesse thrown in, I really enjoyed it.

That’s it. I’ve felt guilty for not posting recently, a consulting gig has kept me away from writing and doing much of anything else for three weeks now, and I felt I should at least make an attempt. Said gig ended yesterday, though, so now it’s back to the real work of the next few months.

Tools of the Trades

toolsI’ve been doing a home improvement project these past few weeks, and the process has got me to thinking about tools. That Black and Decker mouse sander; it looked like a toy when my parents gave it to me a few years back, but that thing has saved me so much time and energy. Laser levels, jigsaw, drill press. I’ve used them all over the past month. And when it comes to modeling, forget about it. I’ve got enough files, knives, and airbrushes to populate a small hobby shop.

Ever since reading King’s “On Writing”, I tend to think of writing habits and tricks as tools. He builds on the whole metaphor of a toolbox throughout much of that text. I won’t go into the details because I think most writers are at least aware of that book, but if you haven’t read it do yourself a favor and pick it up sometime.

In that light, I picked up a new writing tool recently. Outlines. To me the word conjures images of small junior high school desks and desperately trying to think of a research paper topic. But, it seems that there are writers who swear by them.  I prefer the so-called “organic” approach, where the writer gets an idea and some characters in an initial situation and then simply writes and sees what happens. That isn’t to say that I don’t have an idea of where my stories are going; I usually have an idea of the final scene of a story and writing becomes an exercise in seeing if I can get there. My novel started as a Coca-Cola and Fritos induced dream of the final chapter, but the path to that final scene was completely unknown to me.

As such, I’d never given outlines much thought. But then as I began to edit more and more stories, I discovered what I called the “post-outline”. I started it with my novel; took it out and did a chapter-by-chapter and scene-by-scene breakdown in outline form. I was surprised how much easier it made it for me to think about the piece and what I wanted to change in it. Everything’s right there in front of you.

“Well of course it’s right there in front of you, dufus,” some of you are saying. It’s just one of those things that never occurred to me until I actually did it for myself. It’s a great tool to be able to read through a story’s outline and move around single-sentence scene descriptions to see how they mesh in different ways. It also allows me to move around scenes, something that was verboten in my mind before this process came along – chapters were constructed as such and not to be tampered with. In the past two weeks I’ve had a major breakthough on one short story and in my novel revisions, because I now allow myself to move scenes around, because I can see the bigger picture all at a glance.

Since I discovered this for myself I have found out that it is in no way an original idea (I’m just great at re-inventing the wheel). Evidently Nancy Kress has been quoted as saying that a novel’s first draft is nothing more than a wordy outline, and at ReaderCon this year I attended a panel on storyboarding that put forward the outlining method as a good troubleshooting tool for completed pieces. The ReaderCon panel was also especially helpful with my chapter stigma. Simply don’t use them, they say. And after using the outlining method, and seeing how Dan Brown constructed “The Da Vinci Code” with what are essentially sequences of scenes and no chapters, I can see the merit.

So I have a new tool. It’s not as shiny as the airbrush I purchased last month, but hopefully it’ll be just as useful.

A Few Photos

Gong

Last weekend I spent a few days visiting Kristen at the Dai Bosatsu Zendo, (she spends a month up there every summer getting all Zen’d up). A beautiful and relaxing place. I had my small Canon SD700is camera with me and took some shots as we walked the grounds and monastery.

I have recently upgraded to Photoshop CS3 and am still learning the new “features”. I think I might have compressed these photos too much and lost some detail, but you can get the general idea.

bee beetle

lakeleaf

rock yello